2 posts tagged “angst”

"Sana maging masaya na tayo." These were the words that a friend of mine told me last night. She was one of my colleagues in PS and she had also recently resigned like me. I was glad that I was able to talk to her last night because I wasn't able to talk to her personally when I left.

Like me, she had a boyfriend in PS and they're no longer together. But unlike me, she has another guy in her life.

If you'll ask me right now whether I'm happy in the truest sense of the word, I would say I'm not. I'm okay, but nothing makes me feel ecstatic right now. I'm getting by, but that's all that I am.

I've gone so tired of getting frustrated with the different aspects of my life that I have stopped planning anymore. I used to have plans for myself, but since I always end up not being able to do them, I've gone to not creating any anymore. I guess I've come to a point where I believe that there's no point in planning since you'll end up doing something else anyway.

I just live each day and allow it me to take me wherever. Though it seems like the days are taking me nowhere...

I used to look forward to things, to dates, to the future, but now, I just try to get by.

I want to be happy, but I'm tired of getting frustrated.